I love when music reminds you of some other moment in your life.

or when it makes you want to just sit back.... and breathe deep.

This song does both for me: Passion Play- William Fitzsimmons

thanks

for hanging out with me yesterday :)

Maddi just crapped in my hand...

flirt

this is a video of maddi flirting with her favorite toy

SOrry

Once again its been forever since I've written on here. Life is good.

I move into my new apartment next week and I am really excited.  Maddi will finally have a nursery and i can't wait to decorate it.  Jake also got some awesome paint for free from the condo's hes been painting downtown. I can't wait to get out of this cramped apartment, with torn out floor (thanks to diesel)... to finally have walk in closets, a laundry room, hardwood and carpet floors and a bedroom big enough for all our stuff!

Maddi is getting big so fast its scary and I feel like my life is speeding by.  I just want to take every cute smile and coo and stick it in a jar or something, because someday Im really going to miss them.

So im sitting here at my kitchen table waiting for my milk to come in because I forgot to pump for work tomorrow... and on top of it, my pump isn't working so i have to Manually milk myself like a freakin cow.  I feel like a dweeb, but i have to get it out somehow!  The things you do for your children...