snack

this is my favorite snack and I really really want it right now!

look how green and delicious!

2 years

Today is Jake and I's 2nd anniversary and officially my longest relationship ever.. HA

Gotta be honest in that to say I still can't believe it sometimes.

There are days when I feel like God just completely replaced my heart when I came back from "my Journey" ... but maybe he did?

I am so different from then though.. and people who have known me from before and now continually tell me ALL the time.

Im not so changed though. I still get restless and compelled to do things that i technically shouldn't be compelled to do.. like give your husband hickies for example. I always thought hickies were trashy but for some reason the other night, it just seemed like the right thing to do. lol SORRY JAKE

Jake and I will be getting two days starting tomorrow evening of ALONE TIME

YES!!! We will be getting sushi and watching "UP" in 3D. Im very excited considering the last time I was at the movies was oh... 10 months ago??!!

and SUSHI! how I love thee...

lately I keep freaking out that Im pregnant again, that the IUD i had placed has somehow ..died I guess. This leaves me with moments of panic. What would I do if another baby came along so soon?? Cry most likely. I hate being pregnant, i need some more fetus free time.

Saturday we leave for Michigan for the week. Time to redo my tan, drink a little, sing a little, laugh A LOT, and get me some. HA

Im rambling about nothing important now. I just feel like I need to spew.. stuff.

oh and Maddi loves trying to kiss babies, its SOOOO CUTE!

but I can't find my camera and Im cramping like CRAZY. Just so you all know.

9-5

Work Work Work

Earn Earn Earn

Spend Spend Spend

(Repeat)

ranting..

lately i've been craving ___ again.

all the time.

but its illegal and "wrong"...

so they say

and too expensive for anything good

but if it was sitting in front of me, i would take it.

and probably watch flight of the concords

or listen to the knife.

or go for a bike ride

or make smores and get it stuck in my hair

or think about how my parents backyard reminds me of florida from a certain angle

then I would probably want a bubble bath, but then regret it once I got in and realized that baths are really boring.

so I would paint my toenails instead

but then decide that I would rather make corn bread so that I could get an "apple bottom"

then remember that it would just go to my hips and look more like a "pear".

"well screw pears!" i would say

but i love corn bread so I would smother it with butter and eat it anyways. All of it.

Then I would talk myself into believing it not too late for me to be on SYTYCD

knowing in my heart that I have the passion and emotions in me to make everyone cry when I danced to one of Mia Michaels dances.

BUT

it doesn't matter what I would do if i was ___

because its illegal and "wrong"..

..........

so they say.

a couple more pics..

ummm delicious??

First day walking

Maddi finally decided to venture out and take her first steps. She hasn't completely mastered it enough to go father than a few feet at a time but she is only 10 months and has plenty of time to practice before her first birthday : )

Zorro is way more interesting than mom

Such concentration!

Oh the excitement! hah